HIM

I am challenged by this part of myself, yet often I find it necessary to my survival. He holds many of my needed powers and abilities, yet his very presence is a test of endurance.  The stern and exacting essence of Saturn the taskmaster.  Yet, it is not hate that he brings, just intensity.  I say JUST intensity, like intensity could ever be anything but INTENSE.  Once I realized that it was intensity and endurance, it became easier.  I understood his directness.  His message bypasses all the petty illusions we construct.  Like an arrow, his goes straight to the heart of the matter.  This is a challenge if your eyes do not want to see the truth.

{Digital Images manipulated in Photoshop.}

Business Card

Here is my current business card, front and back.

I used elements of this design in my current resume / portfolio.

{created  in Adobe Photoshop.}

Searching The Sky

This is the image for the cover of my current Resume / Portfolio.  I just like it by itself though without all the pesky text.  Also, it is flipped.  Some of these elements are part of my business card as well.  I'll have to find that and post as well.  :-) Enjoi!

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Josh's 24 HR Moviethon 2010

I don't know how this slipped past!  Well I do know since January, but better late than never...  Logo for my friend Josh's Birthday Moviethon!  For 2009's Logo look here.

{Created in Adobe Illustrator and Adobe Photoshop.}

It wants you to stay sleeping

I discovered a force in the world recently.

This is how it appears to me.

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The Silver Temple

I've been reading some Robert Anton Wilson and the idea of Reality Tunnels has gone viral in my mind.  I suppose this may be me stepping out of mine. 

{Digital Images manipulated and created in Adobe Photoshop.}

Solitude

Pen & Ink. Scanned. Greyscale added in Adobe Photoshop.

Full Moon Madness

The Full Moon in October hit me pretty hard.
made me realize some things about myself.
I think I might be a werewolf. LOL...
or maybe just psychotic.

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Hole in the Sky

Hole in the Sky

not sure if the moon needs to be there,
but after awhile it seemed empty without it.

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What I Found

What I Found

Another of my favorite mental places.
Although sometimes difficult to climb to.

{Collage scanned and manipulated in Adobe Photoshop.}

The Green Knight

Green Knight

I was trying for something completely different
and ran into this guy on the way.
He makes me nervous,
but strangely I'm not AFRAID of him.

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Bifrost

I keep discovering Viking iconography
in my personal mythology.
It took me the better part of 7 years
of drawing this image again and again
to finally get the message and the name.

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The Great Wall

The sad discovery of my emotional limits.
This was a strange and frustrating time.

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The Cube

This thing appeared in a dream one night
It was used to make a duplicate of someone's memory in case they died.
It could also steal memories in an offensive fashion.
I don't think it was sentient,
it seemed to be more of a tool.

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The Absence

The Absence

A place in my head that used to make me very sad.
Now it is actually quite comforting.

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King of...

King

not sure of what,
but there is a certain majesty here.
something Egyptian lurking in there.

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Rage

Rage

a little bit of dark self portrait here...
not something I really like to admit about myself.

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Autumn

An Autumnal Spirit...

or perhaps Autumn himself/itself....my view at least.

I was trying to capture that feeling that Autumn gives me...

or at least convey some scrap of that feeling. :-)

{Digital Images manipulated with Adobe Photoshop.}

Yesod Mandala

Yesod

More mandala goodness. :-)

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Limbo

Limbo

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